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Beryl introduces this episode with some background regarding herself as
writer and briefly sketches how she came to write her books.Then she
reflects on how she composes herself and gains some sense of logic in
order to deal with the question of the next moment, namely how to
inform those who should know first and support them after they arrive.

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